INLOVE @ OCTOBER

A year had past, Im so inlove at this at this month... Know Y? this is the time wer our happi moments begun.. The phone calls that never stopped..until d break of dawn...the songs that he sings every now and den,the petty fights that wer keep on arguing.. The sweet words that he keep on saying.. Our love story begins in this month.. I feel so HAPPY wen he came to my life.. he's my better half.. His my life..

I still recall that they wen he said that I'm his princess,His soulmate..We really started as friends,buddys..bestfriends..we can say watever we want..no wrong answers..we share alot of secrets...shhhhhhhh!! I'm his love consultant.. Really...I'm kinda laughing wen i remembr that incident that his so upset..and i have to stay at the phone for hours just to give him an advice,,, hahahaha! I'm so sad wen his crying about that girl,because i know that he loves her so much.. If only i cud take that hurt from him...i'll do it...because i love him...In this month.. he becomes my evryday rituals..wer like twins.. I also miss ZYMERGY... that resto is the witness of our love story.. that resto cud tell the feelings that we have 4 each other...he always ordrs veggie pasta..hahahha... funny,,,i really miss it!T_T.... GOSH!!!

Though there are many things that had change still.. My love for him will still be the same.. Honestly... I miss the long ours of talking, the stupid games that we play..The songs that he sings...The sweet words that he keeps on saying.. The Love that he used to shre wid me.. I wish that 1 day.. we can go back on that month..wer in the love is never easy to show...I wud like to be at that situation again..that i can believe in everything that he says..no doubts, no questions,nothing to be afraid of.. But i guess it takes time to get bak that old me... the old grace that love her life/her better half!.... 1 day i hope that it will happen again,,,that i'll be ready to love him completly.. I love him so much...and it will be forever... Watever happn...He will be my Love...My Life...My GRACEFUL REALITY....

How to start my Life Again

This is my First Blog, I want to Thank Ms. Danielle for making this Account.. I really love this girll, she's one of a kind, actually she's one of my angel and she knows that.

There are alot of things that bothers me ryt now, how will i start my life again,wat will i do to make my life meaningful?How can i be enuf?How can i forget things that hurts me?Is it the right time to trust again?Is it woth it?Let me give you a Hint why der are alot of questions in my mind ryt now.. I'm in the middle of a bridge wer in i have to make decisions.. Decisions that can MAKE or BREAK me. And if I crossed that bridge.. will i be HAPPY?? wen i Get Out of that BOX can i make sure that i can be the girl they expect me to be..will i make them proud? or i'll be a big disappointment!

How do I start, well..during my college days. I'm eager to prove something..that I'm not the girl they expect me to be! well honestly my life was boring.. i'm a loner during my highskul days.. I'm a dramatic piece of Shit, I make things complicated... Ive got easily affected by someone.. Like everybody else i want to be different.. During that time i was so In love with Love..I want to be in love.. I want to be LOved.. I believe in Fairy Tales,Forever and Happy Endings! I had ALot of Flings,special wahtever in my life.. But 1 day I got tired and i told myself that i have to be in serious or else..i will build an image that i will regret forever..I dowanna go on into details anymore,,wen I have time...well maybe i can share it wid you..but for the min time,.Let me be the master of my decisons!